Going Against The Odds

What is the risk of going against the odds?

What is the reward?

We set out to receive love and it turns out God’s will is to put us on a journey. 

54% of us are married

6 in 10 of us are suffering from something chronic,

and,

a massive 51% of us are atheist.

What's the risk of going against the odds? Faithful pursuit of a healthy life.

Count me in!

The rewards are typically not for the faint of heart. They are for the ones willing to experience moments of every emotion. to accept testing of their trust, honor and faithfulness. Does Loyalty even still exist?

Part of the reward is the type of woman I am. There is still value in

my experience in life, the good rhythm I know I got and can keep😊. I passed a post yesterday that mentioned casually that the enemy knows you have authority, they just hope you don't know it and I felt that. 

Trying too hard not to be like somebody is almost as dangerous as trying to be them right off. By acknowledging others exist I can focus on being me and accepting the similarities and respecting the differences. It's an odd feeling when you know this AND have to live in it. Daily gratitude sometimes feels like the only way to keep going on. These are the things that define single life for some and the road signs for those of us happily walking by.

I stopped allowing resetting to be a sign of failure.

I stopped reciprocating hate with hate and returned love instead.

I stopped trying to prove to them I was a worthy cause and learned to ground.

I learned to prove to myself that I'm still here. 

Ground to ground.

If I don't practice claiming that fire of hate for others, it's not possible to hate myself.

I learned to not only ask for a hedge of protection, the armor of God and the grace, but to use my auric authority to block the absorption- deflect.

I learned to accept and let go.

Where my physical body exists at the moment is not the most positive, but I have learned it doesn’t have to be. My spirit is elevated with a song that speaks of more. I couldn’t express how sad I got sometimes. I didn't want people to know. Struggle, stumble and triumph-- This too is part of the journey to a faithful healthy life.

Life is not over yet, so I CAN NOT claim total loss.

I've been feeling, hearing, seeing (shout out to the senses!) that femininity is under attack. Even though I don’t sit in my feminine energy all day, every day I recognize the importance of protecting Her. Both in my personal actions, like self-care, and in the way I present to the world as I demand softness be respected. I may be the most thought-filled person in the room and seen as the methodical, scattered, quiet type, but I command the respect I'm willing to give. This quality is required for women to be taken seriously.

Whether we bury it deep sometimes or we lead with it, softness, a woman’s softness is something that is absolutely irreplaceable. Where I am that quality is like humility before Jesus- looked down upon but again still needed. So, we get tested; tried. And sometimes "convicted" (this conviction being the convincing of others minds that they have the right to steal our joy) but thanks to all things right with the world we have protection.  On the surface there is nature, men, men of belief and our Most High energy. Sometimes he’s heavenly father; other times Most High Energy and a faithful aspect of believing there is something greater than us narrating, orating. orchestrating and setting balance back where we cannot.

The more I work on myself and writing I see it's important for others to notice your passion; that you take yourself and what you do seriously. Yes, there will always be improvements to make but taking pride in who I’ve created thus far as an adult, artist and one who expresses their emotions. 

The risk of going against the odds are plenty, including loss. The rewards are far greater though. The mentality I rather focus on is positivity. 

Go through, do it and/or see it all.

Gather courage, confidence, faith and love.

There is a reason the kingdom he offers is great and I believe My Most High has led me down and up with intention. Resiliency comes in handy and can be set on unobstructed auto pilot. 

In the dumps one day I found myself researching people who have made something out of absolutely nothing. I don't have to lay out the fact that these stories exist,(we know some by heart) what I was looking for was how they wrote, how they spoke about their situation. The emphasis they put on certain lines and the parts they left out that I might assume. Basically, I was looking for how they made it out of their situation without a “whoa-is-me” complex. And how I can do the same. Not giving up was first on the list.

As we deal with the energy that comes calling, face different challenges, remain faith filled and expect great things to be done in life every day. 

The number 5 signifies restarts